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About Me Member Angsty Poet Lady-HargreevesUnited States Recent Activity Deviant for 11 Months
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StillsI think you’ll always mean way more to mean then I’ll ever let show  The way you’re always there for me no mater what, even if I want to let go  You hold me back in your peculiar way  Strange to note I never expected it to turn out this way  Keep my head above water, and my feet on level ground  Bitter sweet suicidal pill… and now just another pillar to lean on to remain safe and sound  Safety net and lethal abuse  Come one, come all and hear the distinct sound of disbelieving news  I won’t cling on as tight, because the rope will just find a way around my neck  I just need Stills
by ~Lady-Hargreeves
Photograph:CircumstanceA photo or a stalled image  A fragment, a piece of a moment of mine  If we could capture, hold close a single segment of time  Together with all the thoughts, the emotions that crossed your mind…   
In words, you speak, and alter a perversion  In order to translate into your language a conversion of what I saw  What I see, how I felt in this state of mind  A morsel, a portion, a broken fracture of my time…   
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“Sometimes thoughts come rushing back and I regret so harshly the way that everything ended. It just feels like I missed out somehow, that what was there, a Photograph:Circumstance
by ~Lady-Hargreeves
Photograph:Seclusion.A photo or a stalled image  A fragment, a piece of a moment of mine  If we could capture, hold close a single segment of time  Together with all the thoughts, the emotions that crossed your mind…   
In words, you speak, and alter a perversion  In order to translate into your language a conversion of what I saw  What I see, how I felt in this state of mind  A morsel, a portion, a broken fracture of my time…   
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“There’s a bunch of Paramore songs I used to listen to on repeat during October. Covers and b-sides… old demos… all through the day, through Photograph:Seclusion.
by ~Lady-Hargreeves
Photograph:Shading.A photo or a stalled image  A fragment, a piece of a moment of mine  If we could capture, hold close a single segment of time  Together with all the thoughts, the emotions that crossed your mind…   
In words, you speak, and alter a perversion  In order to translate into your language a conversion of what I saw  What I see, how I felt in this state of mind  A morsel, a portion, a broken fracture of my time…   
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“I never told you this before, but I stopped believing in my dreams quite some time ago. Even before everything crashed… long before that. I can’t Photograph:Shading.
by ~Lady-Hargreeves
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Mon Mar 2, 2009, 5:17 PM

One of my dearest and most important friends, he's practically like my older brother, more then anything, is hurting now more then I have ever seen him hurt before. It's so painful to see him in this state... it's weird coz he used to be the one to pick me up and he was so much better at it...
and now he needs help and I'm trying to help him, I've been trying, but I just can't...

I try to spend time talking to him online, and nothing I say or do changes a single thing... When I stop and thnk about it, I talk to him everyday, for hours... I can listen to him, but I can't really help, or ever offer him a solution...

And then today, he's worse then he's ever been, and I feel like I'm to blame because of what I did this morning...
You end up feeling so powerless. And he's sitting there telling me about how much he wants to die. And then he says something about a cut, and bleeding. And it just felt like the world stopped.
Coz he spent a year convincing me and helping me so that I wouldn't cut, and here he was now, and I couldn't do a single fuckin thing.
I couldn't do a single thing to stop him.
I can't do a thing to help him right now.
And I'd do anything to help him, and I can't.
You end up feeling so powerless, so fuitile... no words whatsoever.
I just need something to tell me that he's going to be okay. That he's going to be fine and happy.
But there's never no gaurantee of that wahtsoever.

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  • Current Residence: alternating between beneath your bed and your closet
  • Interests: music, art and writing
  • Favourite movie: *pauses to think* tough one... right now, it's Gothika and Edward Scissorhands
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and Classical
  • Favourite artist: too many to name
  • Favourite poet or writer: too many to name
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:iconroadie2606:
~Roadie2606 Dec 29, 2008, 9:32:49 AM
hey honey. again. thanks so much for the add and the fav. love <3

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what eats at our i n s i d e s ?
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~AdolescentSuicide Dec 23, 2008, 4:20:49 PM
"Current Age: double yours, square it and subract ten"

...Oo you're EIGHT? :D

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it\'s not a lie if you can let it sing.

G O O D M O R N I N G S T A R S H I N E.
the earth says: fuck off.
:iconsuna-rose351:
~suna-rose351 Dec 22, 2008, 10:02:25 AM
Thanks for the watch...
:D
I LOVES YOU!!

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<3 Would you like to leave this human race tonight? <3
:iconsuna-rose351:
~suna-rose351 Dec 22, 2008, 2:56:46 PM
:D

:iconhyperglompplz:

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<3 Would you like to leave this human race tonight? <3
:iconkillerfeeling:
~killerfeeling Dec 22, 2008, 1:19:09 AM
hiya!:giggle:

why the new account?

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And all the art that I supposedly create is simply a faded reflection of something He's already made.
The Penholder, Flyleaf
:iconlady-hargreeves:
~Lady-Hargreeves Dec 22, 2008, 4:09:25 AM
hey ^ ^'
just a change, i guess. somewhere to post different things. i'll still be using the other one tho ^ ^
:iconkillerfeeling:
~killerfeeling Dec 22, 2008, 5:43:13 AM
kool ^^ lookin' forward to that.
you don't have to watch me twice, i know what a big pain it is to have deviations pile up ^^;

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And all the art that I supposedly create is simply a faded reflection of something He's already made.
The Penholder, Flyleaf
:iconsuna-rose351:
~suna-rose351 Dec 22, 2008, 10:02:45 AM
I love your siggy...
:D

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<3 Would you like to leave this human race tonight? <3
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